Thursday, April 22, 2010

随想

许多时候,如此坚信;
却原来是一厢情愿!

许多时候,事与愿违;
由不得我们作选择!

人生就犹如一部戏,
往往你以为就此画下句点,
却怎知是刚刚开始?

时而喜悦,时而伤悲;
令人无法捉摸!

1+1未必等于2;
你无法用规律去衡量。。。

人生充满着无限期待及憧憬;
这,或许就是人生精彩之处?

Getting on the nerves...

As the day draw nearer, I getting more and more nervous, with a bit of excitement and looking forward to, yet feeling sort of vexed with a bit of anxiety...

While it seems that there is still much time available, I came to realised that I may be running short of time. There are so many uncompleted tasks off hand and some many stuff to follow up, but I must find sufficient time to get myself well prepared for the coming "war".

The clock is ticking every second away without my knowing, I desparately need to juggle my time and strike a balance between work, volunteering & personal life. This is one other "war" that I've been fighting all these while.

I've been leading a "messy life" for the past 2 years, things just don't go right and go the way I wished them to be... I guessed I've lost my way... but I have not got the courage to face the truth & reality... While I thought I could, the fact is, I never did!!!

When can I let go of all these burden on my shoulder and start afresh??? I know the answer lies on me... Hope I can make the step out real soon...

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

A post dedicated to my friends

My dear frens, I know I have not been a good fren, catching up with you gals / guys...

Although we hardly met up, for months or for years, you will always occupy a space in my heart...

Pardon me, for I've been struggling in my work with understaff situation for the past 1 yr+ ...

Pardon me, for now I need to travel thru & fro JB plant weekly, hrs are short there and network/system is slow there, thus always the need to catch up my work by staying at late nights clearing my work...

You may noticed that I do drop by facebook and playing crazy at times, publishing calls for help to accomplish the games' missions, and sometimes, I just MIA for an entire week...

Playing games in FB is my way of destressing, however, too long hrs in front of the PC / laptop do makes me feel sick at times...

I know I hardly blog, I know I hardly reply those forwarded msgs or forward similar msgs as compared to the past... but still I care...

Feel free to drop me a sms / call if needed, I'll always be here for you... :)